Elizabeth Baines

The Guardian Hay Festival 2004 - Women’s Textual Fantasies

ELIZABETH WRITES:

On Thursday 3rd June I read at the Guardian Hay Festival, at the invitation of the Welsh women’s press Honno, joining editors Janet Thomas and Catherine Merriman and Honno managing editor and contributor Lindsay Ashford for the launch of two anthologies, Mirror, Mirror and Laughing, Not Laughing.

Reading at Hay was quite an experience, and different from any other reading I’ve ever done. Women’s Textual Fantasies was the title given by the Hay programmers to our event, but the whole place seemed to me one big textual fantasy: the strange, festive yet hushed air among the flapping white tents, the genteel intentness of a crowd obsessed to a man or woman by books; the way that as a writer you are cosseted by sweet smiling minders who look as if they ought more rightly to be at school or a rave. The strange sense they give you that writing is something of supreme importance…

Our minder, Helen, led us sweetly down a curving road out of Hay centre to what we had been told was a run-down community centre, but looked like nothing less than a circus tent or party marquee, hung out with snow-white awnings. The hall inside was a darkened cave packed with a hushed and expectant audience, and set up with a very slick stage and the most sophisticated sound system I’ve ever encountered at a reading.

Janet Thomas began by talking about Honno’s commendable publishing policy of providing for women from Wales a route into publishing which the big houses now eschew, by producing volumes of short stories. More specifically, she talked about Mirror, Mirror which she had co-edited with Patricia Duncker, a fiction anthology on the subject of the other woman. She and Patricia had been surprised and delighted, she said, to find contributors interpreting the theme in wide and innovative ways, so that the ‘other woman’ had turned out in many stories to be not a mistress but someone quite other, and in several stories a mother. Lindsay Ashford, whose story had been one of these, then read us a very moving extract.

Catherine Merriman had edited Laughing, Not Laughing, an anthology of autobiographical pieces about women’s experience of sex. She explained that her main aim had been to search for truthfulness as a counter to the usual media angles of sensation and titillation, and that she had also wanted to be inclusive - strategems which have made the book stunningly honest and wide-ranging. Finally I read an extract from my piece in this book, and for a brief moment, in view of the nature of the content, found myself uncharacteristically nervous.

There were intent and interested questions from the audience for the editors, and it was clear that there were many writers there eager for publishing information and opportunities.

Afterwards each of the four of us was presented with a huge white rose, as if we were royalty, and there on the book-signing table was a glass of champagne next to each signing pen.

And then it was time to drive away from such textual fantasy, to leave the tents fluttering behind in the Wye valley, and get back to the real world where such intense interest in books just isn’t normal, and where being a writer means slogging away at a desk in isolation and inviting pitying incomprehension at worst and tolerant amusement at best.

Read a press article about the event and the editor of Laughing Not Laughing

Laughing Not Laughing won the publication category of the 2004 Erotic Awards

Link to Honno

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